Happy New Year 2012

its time to say goodbye to 2011. and its time to say Welcome 2012..hehe. by the way, i really exited to welcome new year..cuit~cuit~..hehe and, i will repeat what did i do and what did i get in 2011. it really many activity and many surprises things i get. for 2011. thanks for god, who gives me a lot things. sad, happy, shock, and else. haha..i love it. first, in my 2011 my campus life have increase. yeah, alhamdulillah. my applying to summer program at kyung hee university get sweet replied from them. my mom and my dad life with smile everyday. i have good health around a years. yeah, i hope my happy never ending..

and for 2012, i have so much resolutions. so, let me tell you a little bit my resolutions. i wish
#1. i'll be lovely person
#2. i get best things in every situation
#3. i get high value and appreciation in my campus life
#4. i get healthy around year
#5. i can  traveling to many beautiful places
#6. my happy and lucky life will never ending all around a year..
#7. new me for be better person..yeah..
#8. i have so much income..hehe
wish me lucky every time...
 yes, that's my a little resolutions. simple. but i think i must work hard to get them. yeah..haha..and once again i pray and i wish my resolutions can granted (doesn't just my wish..) in this year. Amin...(FYI. i write this blog with my favorites song in ends of December, It Girl by Jason Derulo. hey Jason, you have new fans in 2012..this song make me like It Girl..haha. i hove, with this song, i'll be best person in 2012..)

You are Always Gone Be The One

Darimu

Kehidupanku berjalan

Lewat asi yang mengalir

Darimu

Jantungku berdetak

Lewat sentuhanmu yang hangat

Bunda,

Ciumanmu yang buat, mataku terbuka

Senandungmu yang buat, telingaku peka

Hingga mulutku berucap,

"Aku Sayang Bunda"

Dalam rangkakku, kau yang jaga

Dalam berdiriku, tertatihku, tanganmu yang ada

sampai aku bisa berjalan dan bmulai berlari

Dirimu bunda yang aku tuju

Di saat aku jatuh dalam melangkah

Di saat aku takut menatap dunia

Di saat aku lelah untuk berjuang

Di saat luka mulai menyapa

"Senyummu bunda, yang buat kuat dalam

jiwa"

Miliki bunda,

Aku berani menatap dunia

Dalam dekapan bunda

Aku melepas lelah

Berada di pangkuan bunda,

ada rasa yang indah

Dan menatapmu bunda,

Ada ketenangan menyapa

Saat nafsu mulai menjadi raja

Saat mereka mulai berbohong tentang rasa

Saat cinta mulai lari dari maknanya

Kau sibuk mengurusku agar tetap menjadi mutiara

Aku masih ingat bunda,

Petuahmu waktu itu.

"Anakku seorang wanita, wanita adalah

mutiara dan bernaung dalam kerang yang

keras. Walaupun seperti itu, sinarnya selalu

menerangi, tanpa harus dia keluar"

Dan kini aku faham...

Terima Kasih Bunda,

Aku Sayang Bunda.

Those poem is my present for my mom in Mother's Day. she like it a lot. but still i really sad a bit. but she said, "Your Pray is a biggest present for me. Your Pray is the best present for me than you give me some biggest things ever. so i love you than other things in the worlds my child. i hope you'll be a person who have some high knowledge and be useful person for other. and be happiest and religious person in your life." 

So. i Love you mom. Happy Mother's Day for every mom in a whole the world. LOVE AND BLESS YOU ALWAYS.

Ya Allah, e-mailku dibalas dari kyung hee university. Alhamdulillah.

ya Allah, ini bukan apa-apa. tapi aku sangat senang hari ini. i am glad God. i really thankful for your gives to me until this day. hari ini dengan perasaan yang campur aduk tapi aku sangat senang. mulai nilai midtest ujian kimia fisika yang tak lebih baik dari uian pertama. terus final praktikum mikrobiologi yang hampir bikin otak penuh dengan hapalan (but actually the task is not very difficult than i expected. i mean i can answer this test with full of confidence, hehe) dan yang paling mengejutkan adalah saat aku buka e-mail menunggu bahan kuliah dari dosen kimia fisika, ternyata ada e-mail masuk yang bertuliskan huruf "hanggul". and yes, i really surprise that. i said. THIS E-MAIL IS SHOCKED ME. SERIOUSLY. i send them e-mail on December 9th. dan setelah gue buka e-mail hari ini (16122011) ternyata mereka udah balas dari tanggal 12 Desember. pas banget dengan ultahnya daddy. sebenarnya gue e-mail ke Kyung Hee Universty cuman mau nanya masalah Summer Program nya yang keren itu. kebetulan ada salah satu teman gue dari binus yang udah ikut. gue jadi envy berat pastinya. dan secara iseng2, gue ngirim e-mail itu. tanpa ada harapan yg jelas. gue mah nyante aja. karena gue pernah ikut nyoba buat ngirim apply ke waseda universty beserta lengkap dengan form pribadi gue. tahap awal e-mail gue dibalas dengan manisnya. setelah itu gue kirim yg kedua dan ternyata mereka balas, sorry, your application for our program was limiting access. your application for degree program can not acceptable in our.. dan yes, i really really sad. crying like a river. gue merasa jatuh karena gk bisa masuk ke universitas waseda yang emang gue pengenin buat mendapat gelar engineering graduated dari sana. so. yah, i sad a bit. but i move on. and now i still survive. heehe. but, now i have my confidence back to me. wkwk. e-mail gue dibalas manis disertakan dengan apply buat mengikuti summer program disana. gue mungkin bukan cewek jenius yang obsesi buat sekolah di luar negeri. gue bangga dengan adanya gue yang kuliah di daerah gue sendiri. bersyukur malah. karena gue yakin mutu pendidikan di Indonesia gk kalah hebatnya dari perguruan tinggi lain di luar negeri. tapi gue juga gk munafik kalo gue pengen banget merasakan sekolah dan menuntut ilmu di negeri orang khususnya korea. dan i hope i can start with Summer Program maybe. dan gue ngerasa bersyukur aja kalo gue bisa mendapatkan itu. yeah. semoga harapan gue yang ini bakalan bisa terwujud. dan terima kasih ya Allah, YOU SURPRISED ME TODAY. but i like it..


love today,

xoxo

happy birthday daddy (12121960-12122011) i love u than other.. :*

yesterday, actually on December 12 my daddy's birthday..cikiciw..congratulation~ congratulation~ for my daddy. this day we just dinner (only me, my mom and my brother, Kenny. my father have busy schedule, so he not come in) anyway, in my father's birthday in his 51 years old, i just wanna said I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU GIVE TO ME. I AM SO GLAD TO HAVE FATHER LIKE YOU. YOU ARE THE BEST THAN OTHER. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. and then i hope you happy, have so much experience in your life, have so much income (hehe,,), have so much fortune, and LONG LIFE.. and i just wanna world know I HAVE A GREAT DADDY EVER. HE'S ONLY ONE MAN WHO UNDERSTANDING ME< WHO CAN COMFY WITH ME AND I LOVE IT once again I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU DAD

Quote of the day

Dear daddy, no matter who I get married to, how much I love my bf, you'll always be my number one man. Sincerely, your little girl. I LOVE YOU DADDY..

hey, this is my review for my November

waw. just waw. its December already. soon we all in 2012. and for my past month November i have so much story in November. story about Love, Life, Study and Everything around me. about love. i have admired (really, he is on environmental dept. two years older than me. i don't know its true or just prank for me. but if its true i appreciate you felling for me.hehe) must i proud of it? i don't know. i just doesn't think about love now. just wanna be friend. or, i still think with my love life. haha.. i mean i am girl who can't fall in love directly. i just think what he gives to me and so do i. complicated right. or i still think about my past man. haha. i really deep with him but he has new one. ok, i will pray for him to keep her girl until the end. (so much error word i think but for me it's ok.) for me, to boy, sorry i don't really think about relationship right now. i proud to be single and i like it. no one teach me. no one. ok. i really thankful for you. and for now, for to be lover, i don't know. i think we compatible to be friends. hehe..

and for my life my daily life. i really have so much interesting memories. my life just like a game i think. so much thing to  leave but i have new one for replace it. for me in my usual. i understand how to prize someone. i have so much mature things from my friend. thank you..hehe..all of you teach me about colorful life and i learned a lot. hehe..from they, i have so much new vision about knowing people. about behavior. and i really doing well, i think. i can see and i can choose my on way to get so many standard to get precious memories..haha..and i can laugh with my dumb feeling. i enjoy it. silly but still amazing. my friend like my new magic. i really thankful for my friends who can teach me about life, thank you a lot..


ok that's all my review for my November. i really like November. because my November is little thing about my life. because November rain will drop. because November, sunrise will have new light to exude the world. because November its romantic. because November i have new story...