what i am thinkin' about

akhir-akhir ini saya sering insomnia. akibat dari saya terlalu addict ber-twitter-an bersama teman-teman kuliah saya yang kebetulan lagi pulang ke daerahnya masing-masing. yah, sebagai penghilang rindu lah untuk mereka. tapi ada beberapa hal yang saya kepikiran untuk memikirkannya. this things really i must to concerned about. yah, that things are :

1. email yang saya kirim buat orangutan.org buat menerima saya sebagai volunteer-nya masih belum ada respon dari mereka. padahal saya sangat menunggu mereka untuk HIRE saya sebagai volunteernya. saya ingin dalam waktu ini membantu meningkatkan populasi orang utan di daerah saya, Kalimantan.
2. scholarship for engineering faculty. i do not send my CV yet. because i am too busy with my extraordinary life. *holiday effect maybe*
3. my cousin's wedding. what should i wear for the ceremony??
4. body shop new product. i really wanna have one.
5. ternyata mv-nya TEEN TOP yang Driving me Crazy itu keren banget. ceritanya bad boy gitu. secara saya terobsesi buat punya pacara yang "rada" bad boy gitu, jadi suka mVnya itu deh.

little bit crazy right. so much  unimportant things around my head..so, that's way people to live, rite??

with Love,,
xo

suatu hari saya akan bekerja untuk PBB

entah mengapa, saya sangat berkeinginan untuk mengabdikan hidup saya untuk orang lain. saya ingin sekali bekerja di PBB. saya ingin bekerja sebagai sukarelawan untuk UNICEF atau UNESCO. mungkin sebagian orang ada yang menganggap bahwa saya terlalu kurang waras atau apalah. karena saya kuliah di kampus yang kurang berhubungan dengan kegiatan sosial. tapi dalam hati saya jiwa sosial yang selalu diajarkan orang tua saya untuk berbagi terus tumbuh dan berkembang sampai umur saya saat ini. hal ini juga didukung keadaan sosial dimana saya tumbuh dan berkembang. bergaul. berteman. dan saya bersyukur karena saya hidup di lingkungan sosial yang baik. tapi tidak pada anak-anak lain diluar sana.
suatu hari saya berpikir, apa pekerjaan yang cocok nanti saat saya lulus kuliah. benar memang saya ingin untuk bekerja dan mendapat penghasilan yang dapat menghidupi saya. tapi dibalik itu saya banyak mengalami keraguan. dalam hati saya, ingin rasanya ilmu dan kemampuan yang saya dapat sewaktu sekolah dulu dapat saya berikan pada generasi muda selanjutnya agar mereka dapat memiliki seperti apa yang saya. saya ingin khususnya untuk anak Indonesia, saya ingin mereka dapat menjadi orang yang lebih baik untuk memajukan bangsanya. karena saya sangat yakin potensi anak Indonesia itu sungguh luar biasa. tetapi karena banyak faktor yang sering kali menghambat mereka untuk bermimpi menjadi orang besar. dan saya yakin melalui organisasi seperti PBB saya dapat membantu orang lain diluar sana yang memang harus dibantu. doakan saya. semoga mimpi ini bisa terwujud. Amin

with Love,,

about sifany couple . . .

i just wanna write story about my favorite singer from Korean boys band and girls band. Yup, Super Junior and Girls Generation. I am Elf and SONE exactly. hehe.. and from them i really like Choi Si Won from Super Junior (a.k.a Suju) and Tiffany Hwang from Girls Generation (a.k.a snsd). yup, i really like to read fan fiction which tell both of them (pairing them. and usually call Sifany couple). so, because of that, i wanna write down fan fiction too about them. love ya..

Quote of the day

meminta kepastian pada seorang yang disukai. bagiku ini cowok. some other girls said, its too crazy. but for me, mendingan saya gila tapi tahu posisi saya, daripada sok gengsi tapi depresi.

take a walk at Martapura. such a nice day..

yesterday, i went to Martapura. actually at Martapura's market. just for hang out. because i really bored all day. i was go with my dorm's friends. hehe. its such nice day. and i am not bored any more. so thanks ka eva for going with me. hehe. so, its Martapura. a diamond city. this city produce beautiful diamond. so, its just amazing. hehe

 

rotten bags. that's nice one

beautiful bracelet. bracelet product.

first of hunting at citra city

when we was in Microbiology Exprerience..

rona(minny mouse hoodie), munyi (pink shirt), sherly (red hijab),tiara (glasses), marini (bob hair), ridha, and jody

 

 

 

 

yeah, this picture was so long time ago. taken at Science Laboratory when we did experience for Microbiology subject. haha..funny, and so dirty. because taken from afternoon. haha but it's ok. now they are my new story in my life..

my photoshop already in..

yeah, finally. i get my own photoshop. haha.., yeah, i can a little bit using this software. finally. and, this is the result,, actually, i really love my pose. really charming and little mysterious. haha..so, i can count it, because so far so good. hehe

사랑니 (Wisdom Tooth) by IU

I definitely in love with this song. IU with Wisdom Tooth. its creaky simple but so impulsive i think. its more easy to remember the words. and this song means so well for immature girls like me to face of LOVE. haha..lets see ya..


eomma eojen jeongmal mianhaeyo
du nuni neomu bueoseo
bangmuneul jamgeun chae baljjakdo naol su eobseosseo
jakkuman nunmuri heureuneun geol na eotteokhae
i jigu wien cheotsarangeul jikyeonaen sarameun eobtnabwa
nuguna han beonjjeum han ungkeum nunmureul ssodanaegon
itgo saraganabwa
nae cheotsarangeun cheot sarangnicheoreom apa
nan molla molla I beolle gateun sarang
eorin naegen neomu janinhae
eojjeojyo beolsseo tabeorin nae mam Oh No
My First Love-i sarangi nal jugil geonga bwa eotteokhae
eomma… appado ireohge soksseogin jeok itnayo
namjaneun ireohge swiun yeoja mamdo moreunabwa
nappeun nom jeonhwado eobtne
nae cheotsarangeun cheot sarangniboda apa
nan molla molla I beolle gateun sarang
eorin naegen neomu janinhae
eojjeojyo beolsseo tabeorin nae mam Oh No
My First Love-i sarangi nal jugil geonga bwa eotteokhae
dalkomhan geon hansunganieotna bwa
eojjeoji eojeoda eojeonda eojeona
jeomjeom keojyeoganeun nae sarangeul
molla molla jakkuman bogo sipeo
Foolish Foolish babo gateun nae cheotsarang
na jogeul geot gata eomma Oh No
My First Love-i sarangi nal apeuge hane
Love is cold, Love is pain, Love is fool
ireon cheot sarangeun naegen neomunado apa
cheoreobtneun naegen neomuna apa
cheot sarangniboda

Translations (English)
Mom, I'm so sorry about yesterday
My two eyes were so puffed up
I locked my door and didn't take a step outside
What do I do? Tears keep falling down

I guess there is no one whose first love lasted in this world
I guess everyone has to squat and spill tears
And forget as they live on
My first love hurts like my first wisdom tooth

* I don't know, don't know - this bug-like love
To a young me, it's too cruel
What to do? My heart is already burnt oh no
My first love - this love is going to kill me, what to do?

Mom... has dad ever made you upset like this?
I guess men don't know this easy girl's hearts
That jerk - he's not even calling
My first love hurts more than my first wisdom tooth


* Repeat

I guess the sweetness was only momentary
What to do? How? What to do?
About my love that is getting bigger?
I don't know, don't know, I keep missing him
Foolish foolish - my foolish first love
I think I am going to die, mom - oh no
My first love - this love is hurting me

Love is cold, Love is pain, Love is fool
A first love like this is too painful for me
It's too painful for me, who is immature
More than my first wisdom tooth