it's not about the value girls..

hey, i'm back with disappointment feeling. i don't know why today my emotional have uncontrolled. but i keep my anger with the silent. that's my way to keep my wise to face the condition that i feel right now. hehe. for me in angry situation, a principle which say silent is a gold its true. i agree. a hundred percent. i just think i must exploded my anger, my disappointment with smart way. hehe

now, i just want to talk about how high your value that's you get in your semester. i think every semester when we study very hard every time, everywhere, every situation. even when we sick. even sometimes we have some problem which can makes we feel so awful. and now, finally we get really, really the worst value. how is your heart?? isn't it very sad right? every hard work that's we did yesterday paid with worst score. yes, it is. its normally we so sad, down, disappointed, dissatisfied. its ok. everyone have rights to feel like that. and sometimes we feel its that true. its that true score. i'm not dreaming right. but sometimes we pretend its nightmare, but its real. its not nightmare. its happen in real world. why we get the lowest value while we studying very hard.and then you will blame its about our false. and feel down continuously. its very wrong way. its mean we are not thankful with God. who give you everything. the value as well.

i think whats for we go to school or college are to get more knowledge. more experience. more friends. more power. more defends. and many more. i think if we just think we go to college for some value. high one. its wrong. a "VALUE" is not standard measurement your brain. your intelligence. you IQ. its glad if we have high intelligence. better than somebody else. its good when we have good value for our study, but bad things are gonna face with us. and we must have strong defends to go ahead. without worrying. look at Einstein. he can prove to the world that's you doesn't must brilliant to be a "SOMEONE". and i thought its true. the talents that's you have, you must do it wisely. it can be something when you use at right situation. i hate someone who always said, "she has high value." "how high your value that you get in this semester" or "she's very smart, because her value in 4th semester is really high". its good when we can follow their spirit. but its bad too, because you just waste your time with your envy with them.

so, conclusion of this page are you can be someone even you can't get high value in your study. the value its not all. God, its everything. you must thankful to God, that what you have today. even its not what you wish for. because God always have better things than this for you. so wait, pray, and trying as we can. this can make you feel better to face every problem..






with Love
~chu..