its time to say goodbye to 2011. and its time to say Welcome 2012..hehe. by the way, i really exited to welcome new year..cuit~cuit~..hehe and, i will repeat what did i do and what did i get in 2011. it really many activity and many surprises things i get. for 2011. thanks for god, who gives me a lot things. sad, happy, shock, and else. haha..i love it. first, in my 2011 my campus life have increase. yeah, alhamdulillah. my applying to summer program at kyung hee university get sweet replied from them. my mom and my dad life with smile everyday. i have good health around a years. yeah, i hope my happy never ending..
and for 2012, i have so much resolutions. so, let me tell you a little bit my resolutions. i wish
#1. i'll be lovely person
#2. i get best things in every situation
#3. i get high value and appreciation in my campus life
#4. i get healthy around year
#5. i can traveling to many beautiful places
#6. my happy and lucky life will never ending all around a year..
#7. new me for be better person..yeah..
#8. i have so much income..hehe
wish me lucky every time...
yes, that's my a little resolutions. simple. but i think i must work hard to get them. yeah..haha..and once again i pray and i wish my resolutions can granted (doesn't just my wish..) in this year. Amin...(FYI. i write this blog with my favorites song in ends of December, It Girl by Jason Derulo. hey Jason, you have new fans in 2012..this song make me like It Girl..haha. i hove, with this song, i'll be best person in 2012..)
Sabtu, 31 Desember 2011
Minggu, 25 Desember 2011
You are Always Gone Be The One
Darimu
Kehidupanku berjalan
Lewat asi yang mengalir
Darimu
Jantungku berdetak
Lewat sentuhanmu yang hangat
Bunda,
Ciumanmu yang buat, mataku terbuka
Senandungmu yang buat, telingaku peka
Hingga mulutku berucap,
"Aku Sayang Bunda"
Dalam rangkakku, kau yang jaga
Dalam berdiriku, tertatihku, tanganmu yang ada
sampai aku bisa berjalan dan bmulai berlari
Dirimu bunda yang aku tuju
Di saat aku jatuh dalam melangkah
Di saat aku takut menatap dunia
Di saat aku lelah untuk berjuang
Di saat luka mulai menyapa
"Senyummu bunda, yang buat kuat dalam
jiwa"
Miliki bunda,
Aku berani menatap dunia
Dalam dekapan bunda
Aku melepas lelah
Berada di pangkuan bunda,
ada rasa yang indah
Dan menatapmu bunda,
Ada ketenangan menyapa
Saat nafsu mulai menjadi raja
Saat mereka mulai berbohong tentang rasa
Saat cinta mulai lari dari maknanya
Kau sibuk mengurusku agar tetap menjadi mutiara
Aku masih ingat bunda,
Petuahmu waktu itu.
"Anakku seorang wanita, wanita adalah
mutiara dan bernaung dalam kerang yang
keras. Walaupun seperti itu, sinarnya selalu
menerangi, tanpa harus dia keluar"
Dan kini aku faham...
Terima Kasih Bunda,
Aku Sayang Bunda.
Those poem is my present for my mom in Mother's Day. she like it a lot. but still i really sad a bit. but she said, "Your Pray is a biggest present for me. Your Pray is the best present for me than you give me some biggest things ever. so i love you than other things in the worlds my child. i hope you'll be a person who have some high knowledge and be useful person for other. and be happiest and religious person in your life."
So. i Love you mom. Happy Mother's Day for every mom in a whole the world. LOVE AND BLESS YOU ALWAYS.
Jumat, 16 Desember 2011
Ya Allah, e-mailku dibalas dari kyung hee university. Alhamdulillah.
ya Allah, ini bukan apa-apa. tapi aku sangat senang hari ini. i am glad God. i really thankful for your gives to me until this day. hari ini dengan perasaan yang campur aduk tapi aku sangat senang. mulai nilai midtest ujian kimia fisika yang tak lebih baik dari uian pertama. terus final praktikum mikrobiologi yang hampir bikin otak penuh dengan hapalan (but actually the task is not very difficult than i expected. i mean i can answer this test with full of confidence, hehe) dan yang paling mengejutkan adalah saat aku buka e-mail menunggu bahan kuliah dari dosen kimia fisika, ternyata ada e-mail masuk yang bertuliskan huruf "hanggul". and yes, i really surprise that. i said. THIS E-MAIL IS SHOCKED ME. SERIOUSLY. i send them e-mail on December 9th. dan setelah gue buka e-mail hari ini (16122011) ternyata mereka udah balas dari tanggal 12 Desember. pas banget dengan ultahnya daddy. sebenarnya gue e-mail ke Kyung Hee Universty cuman mau nanya masalah Summer Program nya yang keren itu. kebetulan ada salah satu teman gue dari binus yang udah ikut. gue jadi envy berat pastinya. dan secara iseng2, gue ngirim e-mail itu. tanpa ada harapan yg jelas. gue mah nyante aja. karena gue pernah ikut nyoba buat ngirim apply ke waseda universty beserta lengkap dengan form pribadi gue. tahap awal e-mail gue dibalas dengan manisnya. setelah itu gue kirim yg kedua dan ternyata mereka balas, sorry, your application for our program was limiting access. your application for degree program can not acceptable in our.. dan yes, i really really sad. crying like a river. gue merasa jatuh karena gk bisa masuk ke universitas waseda yang emang gue pengenin buat mendapat gelar engineering graduated dari sana. so. yah, i sad a bit. but i move on. and now i still survive. heehe. but, now i have my confidence back to me. wkwk. e-mail gue dibalas manis disertakan dengan apply buat mengikuti summer program disana. gue mungkin bukan cewek jenius yang obsesi buat sekolah di luar negeri. gue bangga dengan adanya gue yang kuliah di daerah gue sendiri. bersyukur malah. karena gue yakin mutu pendidikan di Indonesia gk kalah hebatnya dari perguruan tinggi lain di luar negeri. tapi gue juga gk munafik kalo gue pengen banget merasakan sekolah dan menuntut ilmu di negeri orang khususnya korea. dan i hope i can start with Summer Program maybe. dan gue ngerasa bersyukur aja kalo gue bisa mendapatkan itu. yeah. semoga harapan gue yang ini bakalan bisa terwujud. dan terima kasih ya Allah, YOU SURPRISED ME TODAY. but i like it..
love today,
xoxo
love today,
xoxo
Senin, 12 Desember 2011
happy birthday daddy (12121960-12122011) i love u than other.. :*
yesterday, actually on December 12 my daddy's birthday..cikiciw..congratulation~ congratulation~ for my daddy. this day we just dinner (only me, my mom and my brother, Kenny. my father have busy schedule, so he not come in) anyway, in my father's birthday in his 51 years old, i just wanna said I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU GIVE TO ME. I AM SO GLAD TO HAVE FATHER LIKE YOU. YOU ARE THE BEST THAN OTHER. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. and then i hope you happy, have so much experience in your life, have so much income (hehe,,), have so much fortune, and LONG LIFE.. and i just wanna world know I HAVE A GREAT DADDY EVER. HE'S ONLY ONE MAN WHO UNDERSTANDING ME< WHO CAN COMFY WITH ME AND I LOVE IT once again I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU DAD
Senin, 05 Desember 2011
Quote of the day
Dear daddy, no matter who I get married to, how much I love my bf, you'll always be my number one man. Sincerely, your little girl. I LOVE YOU DADDY..
Minggu, 04 Desember 2011
hey, this is my review for my November
waw. just waw. its December already. soon we all in 2012. and for my past month November i have so much story in November. story about Love, Life, Study and Everything around me. about love. i have admired (really, he is on environmental dept. two years older than me. i don't know its true or just prank for me. but if its true i appreciate you felling for me.hehe) must i proud of it? i don't know. i just doesn't think about love now. just wanna be friend. or, i still think with my love life. haha.. i mean i am girl who can't fall in love directly. i just think what he gives to me and so do i. complicated right. or i still think about my past man. haha. i really deep with him but he has new one. ok, i will pray for him to keep her girl until the end. (so much error word i think but for me it's ok.) for me, to boy, sorry i don't really think about relationship right now. i proud to be single and i like it. no one teach me. no one. ok. i really thankful for you. and for now, for to be lover, i don't know. i think we compatible to be friends. hehe..
and for my life my daily life. i really have so much interesting memories. my life just like a game i think. so much thing to leave but i have new one for replace it. for me in my usual. i understand how to prize someone. i have so much mature things from my friend. thank you..hehe..all of you teach me about colorful life and i learned a lot. hehe..from they, i have so much new vision about knowing people. about behavior. and i really doing well, i think. i can see and i can choose my on way to get so many standard to get precious memories..haha..and i can laugh with my dumb feeling. i enjoy it. silly but still amazing. my friend like my new magic. i really thankful for my friends who can teach me about life, thank you a lot..
ok that's all my review for my November. i really like November. because my November is little thing about my life. because November rain will drop. because November, sunrise will have new light to exude the world. because November its romantic. because November i have new story...
and for my life my daily life. i really have so much interesting memories. my life just like a game i think. so much thing to leave but i have new one for replace it. for me in my usual. i understand how to prize someone. i have so much mature things from my friend. thank you..hehe..all of you teach me about colorful life and i learned a lot. hehe..from they, i have so much new vision about knowing people. about behavior. and i really doing well, i think. i can see and i can choose my on way to get so many standard to get precious memories..haha..and i can laugh with my dumb feeling. i enjoy it. silly but still amazing. my friend like my new magic. i really thankful for my friends who can teach me about life, thank you a lot..
ok that's all my review for my November. i really like November. because my November is little thing about my life. because November rain will drop. because November, sunrise will have new light to exude the world. because November its romantic. because November i have new story...
Minggu, 20 November 2011
whats up my "blog" ?
its been long time to write in my blog. so, i miss it. that's all. hehe.. and i just don't have funny story to share it.so, i just bored and i write it. ok, keep health guys..
with love,
chu~
with love,
chu~
Rabu, 16 November 2011
Ya Allah, aku lagi kesel
Ya Allah, aku lagi kesel banget sama temenku. masalahnya akibat dia nitip laporan lalu secara nggak sengaja laporannya itu ketinggalan di aula. padahal yang kuyakini itu aku sudah ngasih laporannya itu ke asistennya. toh, siapa suruh dia nitip aku. kalo kejadiannya kayak gini aku juga gk bakalan mw dititipin. dan yang paling ngeselinnya itu dia malah mojokin aku sebagai biang kehilangan laporannya itu, gk objektif banget kn. aku kesel ya Allah, tapi gitu2 dia tetep temenku, dan see, i just want to erase my bad feeling with her. tapi dengan cara yang lebih cerdas. ya Allah, aku tw aku bakalan kuat ngadapin hal begini. tapi beri aku selalu petunjuk yang kau ridhoi. Amin..
Selasa, 15 November 2011
jalan-jalan ke rumah banjar
waw, its Tuesday and i just like usual. hehe. habis ngampus yg ternyata dosennya gk masuk, akhirnya gw bareng kakak kost gw pergi hang out ke rumah banjar (rumah bubungan tinggi). lokasinya ada di desa pekauman, Martapura. takjub gw, baru nyadar kalo budaya daerah gw itu keren banget. ini dicontohkan dengan adanya rumah adat. rumah adat bubungan tinggi ini hampir sama dengan rumah adat lain di Indonesia. coba cek deh di TMII kalo gk percaya. gw merasa bangga aja. ternyata arsitek zaman bahula bisa buat rumah yang teramat cantik. di ruah tersebut tinggal seorang nenek dan ibu. nenek tersebut emang pemilik dari rumahnya, namanya nenek Mulia. bagus banget kan namanya. umurnya sekitar 97 tahun dan beliauuuuu, masih sehat wal afiat. hebat. panjang umur yah nek, hehe. kita sempet foto2 jg loh sama neneknya. tapi karena sudah kesorean, alias hari sudah senja kita mutusin pulang. T_T. padahal masih pengen foto2 disana. but, next time (insya allah,) bakal kesana lagi. amin..hehe..so, guys, yg mw jalan2 ke banjarmasin, nanti mampir kesana yah. kalian bakal takjub deh ngeliat pemandangannya. turis aja banyak loh yg ngunjungin dan ngeliat warisan budaya kita, masa kita kalah dengan mereka..
me.. batik by batikQ, shoe by Crocs, bag by B and G, leging by Rodeo |
with nenek mulya (center) |
Jumat, 11 November 2011
Raindrops Keep Fallin' On My head
Raindrops keep falling on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed,
Nothing seems to fit. Those
Raindrops keep falling on my head, they keep falling!
So I just did me some talking to the sun,
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done.
Sleeping on the job. Those
Raindrops keep falling on my head, they keep falling!
But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me, won't defeat me,
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me.
* Raindrops keep falling on my head,
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turning red,
Crying's not for me 'cause.
I'm never gonna stop the rain by complaining
Because I'm free nothing's worrying me *
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed,
Nothing seems to fit. Those
Raindrops keep falling on my head, they keep falling!
So I just did me some talking to the sun,
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done.
Sleeping on the job. Those
Raindrops keep falling on my head, they keep falling!
But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me, won't defeat me,
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me.
* Raindrops keep falling on my head,
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turning red,
Crying's not for me 'cause.
I'm never gonna stop the rain by complaining
Because I'm free nothing's worrying me *
Minggu, 30 Oktober 2011
me and music
lalalala.. akhirnya punya kesempatan juga buat ngeblog. Alhamdulillah yah..*kibas rambut. benerin poni* hehe.. sekarang masih menekuni hobi lama yaitu listening music. karena saya gk pernah bosan2nya dengan music jadi kayaknya saya harus mempertimbangkan hobi saya ini dengan serius. kalau2 ada produser music yang mau memngontrak saya 5 album + konser dunia.. hahaa *ngarep banget*. yap, saya lagi tergila2 dengerin music. semua music lah. semua lagu. tiap malam buka laptop pasti deh ngedengerin music. tiap pagi abis mandi denger music. yah, lagunya macem2. sesuai dengan suasana hati *galau maksimal* hehe.. iya dong, menurut penelitian music itu mempengaruhi suasana hati. dan suasana hati alias mood menguasai kondisi tubuh seseorang untuk beraktifitas. yah, kalau setiap pagi dengar lagu yang mellow2 pasti lah rada2 gk mood buat ngerjain apa2 seharian. beda kalau kita nih, nyetel music yang rada energic alias yang bisa rada bikin pinggul bergoyang. pasti deh, kalau mau kejar setoran gampil chyin, kita mah siap aja. ^,^ la~
music bagi saya adalah seperti teman. just like old friend. and its really truly friend. paling ngerti gue pokoknya. haha. sejak dulu dari masih sebelum saya ada didunia ini. bokap nyokap emang sudah jatuh cinta sama music. tapi tahu kan music jaman dulu 80's abis. tapi anehnya kok mulai membara lagi sekarang yah.. haha. *just let me know in* bokap gue, alias papa emang hobi dengan seni, jadi gue emang tumbuh gk jauh2 amat sama seni. bokap dulunya gitaris loh, waktu SMA. gk kebayang saya kalau papa saya yang rada2 aneh gitu metik gitar dengan tangannya. tapi sekarang katanya gk lagi. takut para boyband kesaing ama kharisma beliau dan temen2nya. yah sesuai dengan jaman yah, bokap emang suka sama lagu2nya Queen, Phil Collins, Rolling Stone (gue juga suka ama nih band, Mick Jagger, You are Something) trus Chrisye, dan yang paling diidolain papa adalah Kla Project. dan kalau dia lagi mood yah, bakalan diulang terus tuh lagu2 om Katon. dan gk pernah bosan. heran gue. tapi kayaknya hobi papa yang mengulang2 music itu agak terwariskan ama gue. kalo gue yah, suka ama satu lagu dari gender apa aja. bakalan gue reply sampe gue punya lagu baru yang memikat hati gueh *ceileh.. sedangkan nyokap dia adalah fans berat KAHITNA.. katanya nyokap, om Yovie Widiyanto emang tau betul suasana para abg2 jaman bahari. dan karena nyokap, gue jadi terinfluence ama beliau, dan jadilah gue sebagai fansnya Yovie and Nuno. habis Om Yovie bikin lagunya yang gue banget.. selain Kahitna, nyokap juga sukaa banget ama lagu2 yang bertempo jazz dan nge-Soul gitu. mama juga suka sama ABBA dan The Beatles. dan sekarang yang gue heran nyokap juga rada jadi fans ama boyband2 Kpop. ituu mungkin karen pengaruh adek gue yang tengil yang keseringan muter lagu2 Super Junior dan SHINEe dirumah. pernah yah sekali waktu gue lagi kuliah, nyokap tiba2 nelpon gue. gk biasanya dia nelpon gue kalau jam2 kuliah. secara jadwal gue nyokap tau semua. she is like my manager. and i am actress. nanyain gue, " ka, lagu super junior yang jadi RBT adek itu apa ya?? kok bagus banget sih. Mama juga mau nih" dan gue setelah ditanya seperti itu malah bengong. kok bisa2nya nyokap tahu hal2 begituan. dia kan sebenarnya ibu2 rumah tangga yang seharusnya ngurusin rumah. okeh, sekarang saya mulai bangga ama KARTINI. emansipasi mempengaruhi segalanya =,="". termasuk nyokap yang tiba2 nelpon nanyain lagu Bonamananya Super Junior. hey, Super Junior, you must be proud because my mom loves you all. hehe. dan gue juga.. dan dengan music juga gue bisa ada didunia ini. *oke, jangan tanya kenapa. ini urasan pribadi bokap nyokap gue. gue aja juga gk tahu..LOL*
music itu bagai obat untuk saya. gk perduli betapa sakitnya saya sekarang. dengan music sedikit banyak bakalan mengurangi apa yang saya rasakan. hebat banget kan. gue itu suka music yang universal. segala jenis. tapi kalo diajak nonton konser Rock yang benar2 hard. gue pikir2 dulu deh.gue gk mau ada ditengah para kerumunan teriakan. kecuali band rock nya itu sejenis kayak Muse atau band yang gk ada matinya kayak Linkin Park. btw, gue jd suka Muse karena ex gue juga fans berat ini. katanya waktu perform di England waktu dia nonton, pas denger lagu Neutron Star Collision dia langsung inget gue. gk tahu kenapa. tapi setelah kita putus, gue tetep kok jadi fansnya Muse. hehe..ternyata gue sadari music gk mempengaruhi suatu hubungan. bagi gue tentunya.but hey, if you know Bruno Mars. or Ne-yo. you must saying this girl (see me) is a person who always loving you to him. hehe.. dan gue bakalan mentok deh ama kamu mas Bruno dan bang Ne-Yo..kemarin nyesel banget karena gk bisa nonton konsernya abang2 ini. karena profesi gue sebagai mahasiswa emang gk bisa ditawar2. adanya gue malah telat lu2s nanti. but soon. gue bakalan nonton para abang2 tersayang ini. LIVE. okeh...
yup. emang yah. seperti yang gue bilang tadi. music emang mempengaruhi mood gue. mungkin juga kalian2 semua. yang jelas yah, kalau didunia ini gk ada music. tamatlah. sepi. sunyi. gak asik banget. well, mungkin saatnya bagi kita untuk bisa menghargai music. karena music hidup menjadi lebih Indah.. *ciyeh*
music bagi saya adalah seperti teman. just like old friend. and its really truly friend. paling ngerti gue pokoknya. haha. sejak dulu dari masih sebelum saya ada didunia ini. bokap nyokap emang sudah jatuh cinta sama music. tapi tahu kan music jaman dulu 80's abis. tapi anehnya kok mulai membara lagi sekarang yah.. haha. *just let me know in* bokap gue, alias papa emang hobi dengan seni, jadi gue emang tumbuh gk jauh2 amat sama seni. bokap dulunya gitaris loh, waktu SMA. gk kebayang saya kalau papa saya yang rada2 aneh gitu metik gitar dengan tangannya. tapi sekarang katanya gk lagi. takut para boyband kesaing ama kharisma beliau dan temen2nya. yah sesuai dengan jaman yah, bokap emang suka sama lagu2nya Queen, Phil Collins, Rolling Stone (gue juga suka ama nih band, Mick Jagger, You are Something) trus Chrisye, dan yang paling diidolain papa adalah Kla Project. dan kalau dia lagi mood yah, bakalan diulang terus tuh lagu2 om Katon. dan gk pernah bosan. heran gue. tapi kayaknya hobi papa yang mengulang2 music itu agak terwariskan ama gue. kalo gue yah, suka ama satu lagu dari gender apa aja. bakalan gue reply sampe gue punya lagu baru yang memikat hati gueh *ceileh.. sedangkan nyokap dia adalah fans berat KAHITNA.. katanya nyokap, om Yovie Widiyanto emang tau betul suasana para abg2 jaman bahari. dan karena nyokap, gue jadi terinfluence ama beliau, dan jadilah gue sebagai fansnya Yovie and Nuno. habis Om Yovie bikin lagunya yang gue banget.. selain Kahitna, nyokap juga sukaa banget ama lagu2 yang bertempo jazz dan nge-Soul gitu. mama juga suka sama ABBA dan The Beatles. dan sekarang yang gue heran nyokap juga rada jadi fans ama boyband2 Kpop. ituu mungkin karen pengaruh adek gue yang tengil yang keseringan muter lagu2 Super Junior dan SHINEe dirumah. pernah yah sekali waktu gue lagi kuliah, nyokap tiba2 nelpon gue. gk biasanya dia nelpon gue kalau jam2 kuliah. secara jadwal gue nyokap tau semua. she is like my manager. and i am actress. nanyain gue, " ka, lagu super junior yang jadi RBT adek itu apa ya?? kok bagus banget sih. Mama juga mau nih" dan gue setelah ditanya seperti itu malah bengong. kok bisa2nya nyokap tahu hal2 begituan. dia kan sebenarnya ibu2 rumah tangga yang seharusnya ngurusin rumah. okeh, sekarang saya mulai bangga ama KARTINI. emansipasi mempengaruhi segalanya =,="". termasuk nyokap yang tiba2 nelpon nanyain lagu Bonamananya Super Junior. hey, Super Junior, you must be proud because my mom loves you all. hehe. dan gue juga.. dan dengan music juga gue bisa ada didunia ini. *oke, jangan tanya kenapa. ini urasan pribadi bokap nyokap gue. gue aja juga gk tahu..LOL*
music itu bagai obat untuk saya. gk perduli betapa sakitnya saya sekarang. dengan music sedikit banyak bakalan mengurangi apa yang saya rasakan. hebat banget kan. gue itu suka music yang universal. segala jenis. tapi kalo diajak nonton konser Rock yang benar2 hard. gue pikir2 dulu deh.gue gk mau ada ditengah para kerumunan teriakan. kecuali band rock nya itu sejenis kayak Muse atau band yang gk ada matinya kayak Linkin Park. btw, gue jd suka Muse karena ex gue juga fans berat ini. katanya waktu perform di England waktu dia nonton, pas denger lagu Neutron Star Collision dia langsung inget gue. gk tahu kenapa. tapi setelah kita putus, gue tetep kok jadi fansnya Muse. hehe..ternyata gue sadari music gk mempengaruhi suatu hubungan. bagi gue tentunya.but hey, if you know Bruno Mars. or Ne-yo. you must saying this girl (see me) is a person who always loving you to him. hehe.. dan gue bakalan mentok deh ama kamu mas Bruno dan bang Ne-Yo..kemarin nyesel banget karena gk bisa nonton konsernya abang2 ini. karena profesi gue sebagai mahasiswa emang gk bisa ditawar2. adanya gue malah telat lu2s nanti. but soon. gue bakalan nonton para abang2 tersayang ini. LIVE. okeh...
yup. emang yah. seperti yang gue bilang tadi. music emang mempengaruhi mood gue. mungkin juga kalian2 semua. yang jelas yah, kalau didunia ini gk ada music. tamatlah. sepi. sunyi. gak asik banget. well, mungkin saatnya bagi kita untuk bisa menghargai music. karena music hidup menjadi lebih Indah.. *ciyeh*
Jumat, 28 Oktober 2011
Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls feat Taylor Swift..
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
Selasa, 25 Oktober 2011
my own letter to you
this is the letter from my ex-boy who makes me feel like i have some smile to covering my pain.its poem exactly.. hehe. he lives in London and still I miss him being my close friends. hehe.. for you thanks for everything. because of you i have so much happiness in my life. because of you i have wonderful day in my life. because of you i understand how meaning of distance of relationship. i know. hehe. and now, i so thankful to God because you have new person who understand you. hehe. congrats for you. i hope you happy with her until the end..
Love ya,
whies_es
Love ya,
whies_es
Because Of Me
I love you, even though I'm not next to you. Because you exist, I am happy in this world. Don't forget me, wherever you are. Please remember my love.
I love you, I love you
Because of you, like this, because of you, my tears come
Even if I will never see you again, I'm still okay
Because I love you
This street we used to walk every day. Today, I have an unfamiliar feeling. While you are gone, many things changed. My love is the same
I love you, I love you
Because of you, like this, because of you, my tears come
Even if I will never see you again, I'm still okay
Because I love you
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Because of me, it's been hard, because of me, you must be hurting like a fool
Now I think I know, the one person that my heart wants
Because it's you
I love you forever ...
Because of you, like this, because of you, my tears come
Even if I will never see you again, I'm still okay
Because I love you
This street we used to walk every day. Today, I have an unfamiliar feeling. While you are gone, many things changed. My love is the same
I love you, I love you
Because of you, like this, because of you, my tears come
Even if I will never see you again, I'm still okay
Because I love you
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Because of me, it's been hard, because of me, you must be hurting like a fool
Now I think I know, the one person that my heart wants
Because it's you
I love you forever ...
Minggu, 23 Oktober 2011
when money become so silly
well, kenapa akhir2 ini saya lagi males banget yah?? males ngerjain tugas2 kuliah, maunya tidur sama main aja bareng teman2.. kayak ababil2 gituh.. (lebay,). kalo kuliah yah, dari pagi ampe sore. nonstop pokoknya. ditambah tugas bejibun. laporan setumpuk. yah. resiko deh.. dan yang paling menderita itu saat2 begini sibuk dompet mengering. begitulah nasib anak muda perantauan seperti saya. walaupun jarak antara kota saya dan kota perantauan hanya 1 jam perjalanan. tapi. tetap saja saya (*ehem) kehabisan uang buat perut saya yang mungil ini.. sebenarnya saya agak sedikit malu yah menjelaskan ini semua tapi untuk kepentingan posting (*ciegh, gaya bahasanya cuy.) saya akan berbagi sedikit tentang ini. sebenarnya saya dikasih uang itu perminggu yah. lumayan lah. sebenarnya masih bisa ditabung kok. tapii karena pada dasarnya saya gk bisa ngeliat barang2 lucu nan imut nan ngegemesin. saya tak tahan buat membelinya (*jgn dicontoh yah). jadi gini deh, habis semua.. dan yang paling saya malu adalah untuk "minta" kiriman "lagi". tapi orang tua saya ngerti2 aja dengan keadaan saya "seperti" ini. barusan bokap saya dateng ujan2an buat ngasih saya pesangon buat seminggu kedepan (saya sampe nangis dan gk tega buat nerima ni "jatah"), i love you papa. i love you than other boy that i love. saya gk nyangka aja kalo papa dan mama saya begitu gk teganya mendengar saya lagi defisit keuangan, jadi buru2 nyamperin saya di kost2n saya walau dengan motor (*haru T_T). karena batre hp saya gk bersahabat (begitu pula dengan chargernya. nyebelin banget kan.??) papa yg nyoba call saya akhirnya menyerah dan mengetuk pintu teman kost saya yg dibawah, rona (btw, kost saya itu bertingkat, room saya ada dilantai dua). dan... kalian terjemahkan sendiri kondisi saat itu. setelah itu papa pulang deh dengan motornya, dan dengan hari yang masih hujan (OMG, saya nangis setelah papa pulang). dan seperti itulah kasih sayang orang tua yang gk pernah ada habisnya. mana ada sih orang tua yang tega ngedengar anaknya kehabisan bahan sembako mingguan.
papa, mama, kaka janji kaka akan selalu rajin. gk akan malas lagi. supaya kuliah kaka cepat selesai dan bisa ngajak papa mama ke Mekkah. Ya Rabb, panjangkanlah umur orang tua saya, sehatkanlah mereka, jauhkan dari segala musibah. dan BERKAHILAH mereka dengan rezeki dan rahmat-Mu Ya Rabb, AMIN..
with Love~
xoxo
chu
papa, mama, kaka janji kaka akan selalu rajin. gk akan malas lagi. supaya kuliah kaka cepat selesai dan bisa ngajak papa mama ke Mekkah. Ya Rabb, panjangkanlah umur orang tua saya, sehatkanlah mereka, jauhkan dari segala musibah. dan BERKAHILAH mereka dengan rezeki dan rahmat-Mu Ya Rabb, AMIN..
with Love~
xoxo
chu
Rabu, 19 Oktober 2011
if it likes doesn't what you want
now, this early morning i wanna ask u about your wish?
what do you want in your life?
what your the final result that's what you get in your life?
everyone still think, i wanna happy life. it is possible. who doesn't want happy life? but if the result, doesn't make you satisfied. and what do you do then?? life doesn't give you the people what you want, but it gives you the people what you need.
what do you want in your life?
what your the final result that's what you get in your life?
everyone still think, i wanna happy life. it is possible. who doesn't want happy life? but if the result, doesn't make you satisfied. and what do you do then?? life doesn't give you the people what you want, but it gives you the people what you need.
Selasa, 18 Oktober 2011
trying to hijab, why not???
hey, i try wear hijab. its so cool (my sisters call it with JL - it mean Jilbab Longgar, red-). and i interest with it. yes, i know. this is my precious event for me. hijab is not for just outfit but for clothes your heart. and i think i don't have any confidence yet. hehe.. lets check out the result,
ok. what do you think?? *shy*
with love
~chu
hijab by ka oty, dress batik, jacket by DMC |
me and my sister, mba imay |
with love
~chu
Senin, 17 Oktober 2011
BoB - Nothing on You (feat Bruno Mars *_*)
beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
i know you feel where i'm coming from
regardless of the things in my past that i've done
most of it really was for the heck of the fun
on the carousel so around i spun (spun)
with no directions just tryna get some (some)
tryna chase skirts, living in the summer sun (sun)
this is how i lost more than i had ever won (won)
and honestly i ended up with none
there's no much nonsense
it's on my conscience
i'm thinking baby i should get it out
and i don't wanna sound redundant
but i was wondering if there was something that you wanna know
(that you wanna know)
but never mind that we should let it go (we should let it go)
cause we don't wanna be a t.v episode (t.v episode)
and all the bad thoughts just let them go (go, go, go, go)
beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
hands down there will never be another one
i been around and i never seen another one
look at your style I ain't really got nothin' on
and you wild when you ain't got nothing on
baby you the whole package plus you pay your taxes
and you keep it real while them other stay plastic
you're my wonder women call me mr. fantastic
stop.. now think about it
i've been to london, i've been to paris
even way out there in tokyo
back home down in georgia to new orleans
but you always steal the show (steal the show)
and just like that girl you like a nintendo 64 (64)
if you never knew well now you know (know, know, know, know)
beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
everywhere i go i'm always hearing your name (name, name)
and no matter where i'm at girl you make me wanna sang (sang,sang)
whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train
no other girls on my brain and you the one to blame
beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
yeah and that's just how we do it
and i'ma let this ride
B O B and bruno mars!!
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
i know you feel where i'm coming from
regardless of the things in my past that i've done
most of it really was for the heck of the fun
on the carousel so around i spun (spun)
with no directions just tryna get some (some)
tryna chase skirts, living in the summer sun (sun)
this is how i lost more than i had ever won (won)
and honestly i ended up with none
there's no much nonsense
it's on my conscience
i'm thinking baby i should get it out
and i don't wanna sound redundant
but i was wondering if there was something that you wanna know
(that you wanna know)
but never mind that we should let it go (we should let it go)
cause we don't wanna be a t.v episode (t.v episode)
and all the bad thoughts just let them go (go, go, go, go)
beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
hands down there will never be another one
i been around and i never seen another one
look at your style I ain't really got nothin' on
and you wild when you ain't got nothing on
baby you the whole package plus you pay your taxes
and you keep it real while them other stay plastic
you're my wonder women call me mr. fantastic
stop.. now think about it
i've been to london, i've been to paris
even way out there in tokyo
back home down in georgia to new orleans
but you always steal the show (steal the show)
and just like that girl you like a nintendo 64 (64)
if you never knew well now you know (know, know, know, know)
beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
everywhere i go i'm always hearing your name (name, name)
and no matter where i'm at girl you make me wanna sang (sang,sang)
whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train
no other girls on my brain and you the one to blame
beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
yeah and that's just how we do it
and i'ma let this ride
B O B and bruno mars!!
Jumat, 14 Oktober 2011
Kamis, 13 Oktober 2011
Quote of the day
A true friend cares like a mom, scolds like a dad, teases like a sister, irritates like a brother, and loves more than a lover.
-girls deal-
-girls deal-
Quote of the day
"Aku udah kehilangan kamu cukup lama, aku nggak mau membuang satu detik lagi untuk memilikimu."
- Promises, Promises
i am stuck at adsobtion experiment
i get so much trouble on this week. still around campus story. about my experiment. chemist physics report. it's about adsorption. wala, i get so much difficult thing. i don't know what's wrong on me. i'm just a little bit confused with my circumstance.. really. they are so selfish. it doesn't meter why they are being rude like this to me. but, this is work team. you can't selfish yourself. and give all your work to me. i am already tired you know. i'm stuck to find out the right reasons to tell my senior assistant to explain my point of view the result for my reports. so much wrong line from him. and i stuck with a blind brain. i can't refresh my brain and give the right one. so wrong..
with blind brain, still campus story..
:(
with blind brain, still campus story..
:(
Selasa, 11 Oktober 2011
merasa terjajah.
Based from true story. author unknown. but you must read it. watch out: (Indonesia Languange)
how about you readers?? have you ever be SOMEONE like that?? what do you do then??
saya hanya merasa bosan dengan aktifitas saya selama ini. yah, sebagai anak kuliahan yang rajin. pergi ngampus walaupun terkadang para dosen enggan menginjakkan kakinya kekampus untuk sedikit membagi ilmu dengan beberapa mahasiswanya. betapa tidak bertanggung jawabnya para pendidik seperti ini. yah, itulah yang saya alami sebagai mahasiswa di salah satu perguruan tinggi di daerah saya. dan itulah tampang yang berdampak buruk bagi dunia pendidikan Indonesia. selain itu saya baru mengerti kalau kuliah itu bukan hanya untuk mendapatkan nilai IP yang baik (walaupun pada akhirnya para perusahaan2 atau instansi pemerintahan hanya memantok untuk memberi peluang bagi orang yang mempunyai nilai IP yang bagus, tanpa mempertimbangkan kemampuan yang dimilikinya. percuma, itu hanya memberikan orang2 yang berperilaku seperti SAMPAH. nggak MUTU), tetapi juga untuk menanamkan karakter pribadi yang mempunyai defense yang kuat. dan saya akui saya masih belum mempunyai itu. saya masih merasa seperti orang kecil diantara para semut2 yang ukurannya sangat kecil. saya masih setipe dengan para pengecut2 yang hanya bisa diam tanpa bisa mengeluarkan aspirasinya. padahal saya sudah mahasiswa. tingkatnya jauh lebih tinggi daripada ababil2 yang masih mengalami krisis PD. tapi mereka lebih baik daripada saya. saya pikir saya hanyalah seorang pengecut yang tidak mampu mengambil arah padahal saya mempunyai tujuan yang jelas untuk masa depan saya. sebagai mahasiswa saya memang ingin cepat lulus dari perguruan tinggi. untuk apa saya belajar keras kalau ujung2nya hanya menjadi seorang MAPALA(mahasiswa paling lama kuliahnya). sebenarnya saya menyadari kalau saya mempunyai jiwa yang kritis. tapi untuk mengungkapkannya secara langusng, saya perlu berhati2 dalam ucapan saya. saya tidak ingin dilabeli sebagai mahasiswa tanpa tahu sopan santung. mengeluarkan kata2 sumpah serapah yang memang seharusnya tidak diucapkan. itu sangat memalukan. kita sebagai seorang yang mempunyai adab tidak seharusnya melakukan perilaku seperti itu. tidak lebih dari binatang yang tidak bisa berbicara untuk para jenis tertentu. yup, saya hanya merasa terjajah pada diri saya sendiri dan dari "penjajah" yang berkedok sebagai "teman baik", padahal kata terakhir itu hanya kamuflase belaka. saya mempunyai seorang teman. dia sudah saya anggap sebagai teman baik. yah, sudah seperjuangan lah dengan saya. mulai dari masa sulit, senang, kita lalui bersama. soulmate banget lah. dia seorang yang hanya ingin mendapatkan nilai baik tanpa memperdulikan sekitarnya. dia orang yang lumayan populer diantara kaka tingkat dikampus kami. seperti itulah dia. apa yang dia inginkan mungkin selalu terpenuhi. mungkin karena dia mempunyai karisma yang lumayan luar biasa. haha. pada saat melakukan studi lapangan kita disuruh melakukan reportasi. dia selalu mendapat reportase kaka tingkat yang terbaik. saya heran. apa yang dia lakukan dengan semudah itunya dia mendapatkan reportase dari kaka tingkat yang mempunyai tingkat kepintaran yang lebih daripada teman2nya. bukannya saya iri. tapi saya hanya tidak habis pikir. hanya itu saja. teman baik saya itu selalu berlagak "sok tahu" dengan apa2 yang terjadi disekitar kita. masalah kampus. masalah perkuliahan. semuanya. walaupun saya sudah tahu, saya tidak ingin seperti dia, dan saya hanya berlagak tidak tahu. karena saya tidak ingin apa yang saya ucapkan akan berbalik menimpa saya kalau ucapan saya itu tidak benar adanya. dan kalau itu terjadi, saya juga yang akan rugi pada akhirnya. padahal secara naif pun, saya tahu kalau dia itu berkata tidak sepenuhnya benar. dan dia sering berdiskusi dengan saya dan mengklaim apa yang saya tahu sebagai bagian dari dirinya. sangat memalukan. dia berpura2 tidak tahu dan menanyakan pada saya, dan betapa polosnya, saya hanya mengatakan apa yang saya tahu, dan setelah itu dia berkata persis dengan apa yang saya katakan. selain itu dia selalu meminta tolong pada saya apabila dia mengalami kesulitan. seperti membantu mengirimkan sesuatu melewati pesan singkat, padahal itu sangat mudah dilakukan. tidak perlu menunggu lama untuk mengirim itu. betapa kolotnya dia, padahal kita hidup di zaman yang penuh dengan kecanggihan teknologi. anda semua pasti tahu itu. dan betapa anehnya saya hanya bisa menurut, padahal dalam hati, saya sungguh enggan menolongnya. bukan karena apa. tapi dia pasti bisa melakukan hal kecil seperti ini. kenapa harus mengandalkan saya. memang saya apanya. saya tidak bisa berkata tidak dengan apa yang dilakukannya. seperti pengecut. itulah saya. merasa terjajah dengan kelakuan orang2 besar seperti ini. dan pada akhirnya saya hanya mendapat label dibelakang namanya. padahal saya tidak menyukai itu. saya merasa muak. tapi saya tidak dapat memecahkan masalah saya ini. saya kurang berani berpendapat. saya akui itu. saya masih belum mempunyai jiwa pemimpin yang selama ini dikoar2kan para penguasa di negeri ini. dan saya ingin mempertanyakan pada motivator yang selama ini disewa pada televisi2 swasta. apa yang harus saya lakukan?
how about you readers?? have you ever be SOMEONE like that?? what do you do then??
Jumat, 07 Oktober 2011
price of beauty
what is exactly meaning of BEAUTY ?
something that you should be proud of??
your face? your body? or your manner??
or more specific than this?? what else??
tall, s line, white skin, sexy lips. and what??
i think beauty or beautiful is something that you have in your heart. not in you face. its just fake. ok. for first impression. its ok. but for relationship if you only think beauty came from your face. lets go to the sea. disappear from peaceful world. haha. just kidding. ok. many woman thinks beauty came from your body especially from your face. every women wants beautiful. me too. but, to be beautiful its very hard things to do. mostly women who wants to be beautiful doesn't have healthy mind. they want instant. using some product cosmetics without know the brand and without know what the material indicated.and what you can get after you use it. the side effect. its more painful. and doesn't make you beauty as you wish. as you want for. and then, you blame its brands fault. you don't dare to meet other people with your face now. you don't have confidence. and behind all, its false. its not you. where your confidence? where your strength? where all of it??
now, after your sacrifice to be beauty, you will understand, beauty its not from of ahead. but from bottom your heart. attitude is number one. how you treat people is some big things to be beauty. people really likes a person who have good manner. good attitude. can join every situation. have more confidence no matter how you look like. its point of beautiful. ok. thats i wanna share with you all. have a good points of my page. i hope so,, sweet dreams..
with Love,
~chu
something that you should be proud of??
your face? your body? or your manner??
or more specific than this?? what else??
tall, s line, white skin, sexy lips. and what??
i think beauty or beautiful is something that you have in your heart. not in you face. its just fake. ok. for first impression. its ok. but for relationship if you only think beauty came from your face. lets go to the sea. disappear from peaceful world. haha. just kidding. ok. many woman thinks beauty came from your body especially from your face. every women wants beautiful. me too. but, to be beautiful its very hard things to do. mostly women who wants to be beautiful doesn't have healthy mind. they want instant. using some product cosmetics without know the brand and without know what the material indicated.and what you can get after you use it. the side effect. its more painful. and doesn't make you beauty as you wish. as you want for. and then, you blame its brands fault. you don't dare to meet other people with your face now. you don't have confidence. and behind all, its false. its not you. where your confidence? where your strength? where all of it??
now, after your sacrifice to be beauty, you will understand, beauty its not from of ahead. but from bottom your heart. attitude is number one. how you treat people is some big things to be beauty. people really likes a person who have good manner. good attitude. can join every situation. have more confidence no matter how you look like. its point of beautiful. ok. thats i wanna share with you all. have a good points of my page. i hope so,, sweet dreams..
with Love,
~chu
Kamis, 06 Oktober 2011
about feeling..
waw. i just wanna saying like that..haha
ok. i just wanna ask you all readers..
have you meet someone who make your heart beating faster?
or have you meet someone who make your heart stop beating?
or have you meet someone who make you can't sleep well??
ok. you can answer later.
and i just have feeling like that. after meeting teacher's assistant from study of technical drawing. his impressions is something for me. haha. he so cool i think. and have bright charisma.. wetss..and for me, he's good senior too. and its that true feeling me, or whether this is a sign for?? i don't know..hehe
with Love
~chu..
ok. i just wanna ask you all readers..
have you meet someone who make your heart beating faster?
or have you meet someone who make your heart stop beating?
or have you meet someone who make you can't sleep well??
ok. you can answer later.
and i just have feeling like that. after meeting teacher's assistant from study of technical drawing. his impressions is something for me. haha. he so cool i think. and have bright charisma.. wetss..and for me, he's good senior too. and its that true feeling me, or whether this is a sign for?? i don't know..hehe
with Love
~chu..
Rabu, 05 Oktober 2011
Ivy - I Know Lyrics
So tell me what you’ve gotta say if you really wanna
Say that you don’t want me here anywhere near your heart.
Even though I don’t wanna agree I don’t wanna see
Walking off too far away, and I know That you will
Wanna see your eyes_ but I can’t raise up my head
Wanna make you believe _ never I can’t stop my tears
* And I know I still can touch your heart when I need you
Once you were in my life you can’t leave me all alone,
You will feel my heart again
** Still believe I don’t wanna lose you in my life
But now it’s too late have you back again just beside my heart
Now I know It’s hard to me I believe
I never tried to think of you only me, myself that
Take your heart away from me, wanna turn back again
I came to think of the 1st day when you came to me and
I will never forget myself in your eyes on that day
Wanna see your Smile_ But I can’t raise up my head
Wanna make I Believe_ Never I can’t stop my tears
*
**
I’m waiting right here, but my heart will follow forever like a star
I can’t help for it because my heart is not like from what I am
Now I know you will never come back to my heart
I don’t wanna think of my life without you with me
Please come back to where you were
And I know you will always be with me in life
I never thought of you and me apart
After all that time,
You’ll always be standing here, I know
Say that you don’t want me here anywhere near your heart.
Even though I don’t wanna agree I don’t wanna see
Walking off too far away, and I know That you will
Wanna see your eyes_ but I can’t raise up my head
Wanna make you believe _ never I can’t stop my tears
* And I know I still can touch your heart when I need you
Once you were in my life you can’t leave me all alone,
You will feel my heart again
** Still believe I don’t wanna lose you in my life
But now it’s too late have you back again just beside my heart
Now I know It’s hard to me I believe
I never tried to think of you only me, myself that
Take your heart away from me, wanna turn back again
I came to think of the 1st day when you came to me and
I will never forget myself in your eyes on that day
Wanna see your Smile_ But I can’t raise up my head
Wanna make I Believe_ Never I can’t stop my tears
*
**
I’m waiting right here, but my heart will follow forever like a star
I can’t help for it because my heart is not like from what I am
Now I know you will never come back to my heart
I don’t wanna think of my life without you with me
Please come back to where you were
And I know you will always be with me in life
I never thought of you and me apart
After all that time,
You’ll always be standing here, I know
Senin, 03 Oktober 2011
Quote of the day
Menulis merupakan perbuatan Mulia. Tulisan itu harga diri. Proudest.
- Mr. Yateman Arryanto-
Study With Mr. Yateman Arryanto
yeah, today is hard day. long day. but happy day. hehe, i know as a student who in years two. its become so difficult for me in my collage. but its alright, i just enjoying it. don't being difficult. just enjoying my day as i always do. today, in my program have general discussion with Mr. Yateman. he was reviewer and tutor from Department of Chemistry at Gajah Mada University. it so honour to learned some experience from him. hoho, and i got it. he give some advice for us to learned about writing. especially scientific writing. and now, i understand, how important to writing. hehe.. because, with writing, we can express our feeling. how your day. how your life. and many more..and i really agree with him. i can tell my feeling and what i want to myself by writing. i can share with everyone by writing. and i can connect with everyone around the world by writing. writing is free. writing is simple. just every words that you wanna talk about but you can't do with your speak. and now, lets do it. do writing. free your mind. because, its waste your time if your dreams just stay down in your head..
with Love
~chu
with Love
~chu
Sabtu, 01 Oktober 2011
A Moment to Remember
I just watched movie. korean movie. sadly movie exactly. A Moment to Remember. its exactly sad love story. tells about how you keeping your person that you love even she/he forget you. well, film ini memang pernah gw liat, tapi merasa belum mendapat feelnya jadi gw mengulang menonton kembali. yup, akhirnya gw mendapatkan feelnya juga. seonggok tisu gw dapatkan akibat menonton film ini. tapi gpp, gw malah bersyukur dan mendapat banyak sekali pelajaran dari film ini. dari judulnya bisa ditebak yah kalo ini romance movie. tapi setelah nonton secara fokus ternyata titik berat dari film ini lebih dari sekedar romance biasa. tetapi adalah bagaimana caranya agar cinta, mimpi, dan kehidupan dapat berjalan tanpa adanya perpisahan akan waktu dan kenangan.
film ini mengisahkan tentang Kim Su Jin dan Choi Chul So. yang bertemu secara gk sengaja disebuah mini market. saat itu Su Jin sedang frustasi akibat perpisahannya dengan seorang pria yg sudah beristri. secara gk sengaja juga dia mengambil cola tokoh pria, Chul So, yang dia kira itu adalah cola yang dia beli. cerita berlajut dengan kehidupan romence mereka sampai dimana saat mereka menikah. kebiasaan buruk Su Jin yang pelupa tidak merenggangkan cinta mereka. tapi pada akhirnya, penyakit lupa ini tambah parah. sampai Su Jin sendiri lupa dengan alamat rumah mereka. pada akhirnya, Su Jin memeriksakan dirinya ke dokter. setelah melewati berbagai test secara verbal dan MRI, dokter pun memvonis Su Jin menderita penyakit langka yaitu Alzheimer. pada awalnya Su Jin merahasiakan sendiri penyakitnya ini. tetapi akhirnya keadaan ini juga diketahui oleh Chul So.
rasa cinta tak mengurangi kesetiaan Chul So terhadap istrinya. setiap harinya Chul So menulis note yang berisikan apa yang mereka lakukan pada hari itu. gw terharu banget dengan pengorbanaan Chul So ini. bukan hanya itu. yang bikin gw nangis adalah, pagi di saat Chul So ingin bekerja dan Su Jin tiba memanggilnya dengan nama Young Min (ex-nya Su Jin) dan berkata "Aku Cinta Padamu". dan yang dilakukan Chul So adalah balik natap Su Jin dan senyum bilang "sama-sama". bikin nangis. terharu banget. T_T. karena penyakitnya, Su Jin tidak bisa lagibekerja dan hanya sendiri tinggal dirumah. berkeliling, melihat-lihat keadaan rumah dan menemukan alat pertukangan Chul So, yang tertulis nama Chul So disitu. dan ahirnya Su Jin sadar bahwa lelaki yang bersamanya itu bukan Young Min melainkan Chul So. Su Jin pun menangis sejadi-jadinya (so do I. I cry a river too). merasa bersalah pada Chul So. Su Jin pun menulis surat pada Chul So. surat ini merupakan surat perpisahan pada Chul So. surat ini mengungkapkan betapa dia benar-benar mencintai Chul So. dan dia tidak ingin melihat orang yang dia cintai itu menderita karenanya. karena itu dia ingin beroisah dengan Chul So. Chul So yang sangat mencintai Su Jin hanya bisa menangis memegang surat yang diberikan Su Jin padanya.
Endingnya, you will know if you watch it yourself. i just cry. cry alot. because this ending will take you to be someone who wants undertanding her. because this movie makes you thinks about person at your side if they likes Su Jin. Watching the person who you loves to be somebody else who cant recognize you. How ironic!
and for that too, how you keep your love for someone who forgotten you..
with Love,
~chu
film ini mengisahkan tentang Kim Su Jin dan Choi Chul So. yang bertemu secara gk sengaja disebuah mini market. saat itu Su Jin sedang frustasi akibat perpisahannya dengan seorang pria yg sudah beristri. secara gk sengaja juga dia mengambil cola tokoh pria, Chul So, yang dia kira itu adalah cola yang dia beli. cerita berlajut dengan kehidupan romence mereka sampai dimana saat mereka menikah. kebiasaan buruk Su Jin yang pelupa tidak merenggangkan cinta mereka. tapi pada akhirnya, penyakit lupa ini tambah parah. sampai Su Jin sendiri lupa dengan alamat rumah mereka. pada akhirnya, Su Jin memeriksakan dirinya ke dokter. setelah melewati berbagai test secara verbal dan MRI, dokter pun memvonis Su Jin menderita penyakit langka yaitu Alzheimer. pada awalnya Su Jin merahasiakan sendiri penyakitnya ini. tetapi akhirnya keadaan ini juga diketahui oleh Chul So.
rasa cinta tak mengurangi kesetiaan Chul So terhadap istrinya. setiap harinya Chul So menulis note yang berisikan apa yang mereka lakukan pada hari itu. gw terharu banget dengan pengorbanaan Chul So ini. bukan hanya itu. yang bikin gw nangis adalah, pagi di saat Chul So ingin bekerja dan Su Jin tiba memanggilnya dengan nama Young Min (ex-nya Su Jin) dan berkata "Aku Cinta Padamu". dan yang dilakukan Chul So adalah balik natap Su Jin dan senyum bilang "sama-sama". bikin nangis. terharu banget. T_T. karena penyakitnya, Su Jin tidak bisa lagibekerja dan hanya sendiri tinggal dirumah. berkeliling, melihat-lihat keadaan rumah dan menemukan alat pertukangan Chul So, yang tertulis nama Chul So disitu. dan ahirnya Su Jin sadar bahwa lelaki yang bersamanya itu bukan Young Min melainkan Chul So. Su Jin pun menangis sejadi-jadinya (so do I. I cry a river too). merasa bersalah pada Chul So. Su Jin pun menulis surat pada Chul So. surat ini merupakan surat perpisahan pada Chul So. surat ini mengungkapkan betapa dia benar-benar mencintai Chul So. dan dia tidak ingin melihat orang yang dia cintai itu menderita karenanya. karena itu dia ingin beroisah dengan Chul So. Chul So yang sangat mencintai Su Jin hanya bisa menangis memegang surat yang diberikan Su Jin padanya.
Endingnya, you will know if you watch it yourself. i just cry. cry alot. because this ending will take you to be someone who wants undertanding her. because this movie makes you thinks about person at your side if they likes Su Jin. Watching the person who you loves to be somebody else who cant recognize you. How ironic!
and for that too, how you keep your love for someone who forgotten you..
with Love,
~chu
Senin, 26 September 2011
Quote of the day
"Cinta sejati adlh keikhlasan untk membiarkan org yg dicintai bahagia meskipun bersama org lain. Meskipun diri sndri harus hancur."
- Still-
Quote of the day
Don't judge me until you know me. Don't underestimate me until you challenge me. And don't talk about me until you talk to me.
-girlsdeal-
it's not about the value girls..
hey, i'm back with disappointment feeling. i don't know why today my emotional have uncontrolled. but i keep my anger with the silent. that's my way to keep my wise to face the condition that i feel right now. hehe. for me in angry situation, a principle which say silent is a gold its true. i agree. a hundred percent. i just think i must exploded my anger, my disappointment with smart way. hehe
now, i just want to talk about how high your value that's you get in your semester. i think every semester when we study very hard every time, everywhere, every situation. even when we sick. even sometimes we have some problem which can makes we feel so awful. and now, finally we get really, really the worst value. how is your heart?? isn't it very sad right? every hard work that's we did yesterday paid with worst score. yes, it is. its normally we so sad, down, disappointed, dissatisfied. its ok. everyone have rights to feel like that. and sometimes we feel its that true. its that true score. i'm not dreaming right. but sometimes we pretend its nightmare, but its real. its not nightmare. its happen in real world. why we get the lowest value while we studying very hard.and then you will blame its about our false. and feel down continuously. its very wrong way. its mean we are not thankful with God. who give you everything. the value as well.
i think whats for we go to school or college are to get more knowledge. more experience. more friends. more power. more defends. and many more. i think if we just think we go to college for some value. high one. its wrong. a "VALUE" is not standard measurement your brain. your intelligence. you IQ. its glad if we have high intelligence. better than somebody else. its good when we have good value for our study, but bad things are gonna face with us. and we must have strong defends to go ahead. without worrying. look at Einstein. he can prove to the world that's you doesn't must brilliant to be a "SOMEONE". and i thought its true. the talents that's you have, you must do it wisely. it can be something when you use at right situation. i hate someone who always said, "she has high value." "how high your value that you get in this semester" or "she's very smart, because her value in 4th semester is really high". its good when we can follow their spirit. but its bad too, because you just waste your time with your envy with them.
so, conclusion of this page are you can be someone even you can't get high value in your study. the value its not all. God, its everything. you must thankful to God, that what you have today. even its not what you wish for. because God always have better things than this for you. so wait, pray, and trying as we can. this can make you feel better to face every problem..
with Love
~chu..
now, i just want to talk about how high your value that's you get in your semester. i think every semester when we study very hard every time, everywhere, every situation. even when we sick. even sometimes we have some problem which can makes we feel so awful. and now, finally we get really, really the worst value. how is your heart?? isn't it very sad right? every hard work that's we did yesterday paid with worst score. yes, it is. its normally we so sad, down, disappointed, dissatisfied. its ok. everyone have rights to feel like that. and sometimes we feel its that true. its that true score. i'm not dreaming right. but sometimes we pretend its nightmare, but its real. its not nightmare. its happen in real world. why we get the lowest value while we studying very hard.and then you will blame its about our false. and feel down continuously. its very wrong way. its mean we are not thankful with God. who give you everything. the value as well.
i think whats for we go to school or college are to get more knowledge. more experience. more friends. more power. more defends. and many more. i think if we just think we go to college for some value. high one. its wrong. a "VALUE" is not standard measurement your brain. your intelligence. you IQ. its glad if we have high intelligence. better than somebody else. its good when we have good value for our study, but bad things are gonna face with us. and we must have strong defends to go ahead. without worrying. look at Einstein. he can prove to the world that's you doesn't must brilliant to be a "SOMEONE". and i thought its true. the talents that's you have, you must do it wisely. it can be something when you use at right situation. i hate someone who always said, "she has high value." "how high your value that you get in this semester" or "she's very smart, because her value in 4th semester is really high". its good when we can follow their spirit. but its bad too, because you just waste your time with your envy with them.
so, conclusion of this page are you can be someone even you can't get high value in your study. the value its not all. God, its everything. you must thankful to God, that what you have today. even its not what you wish for. because God always have better things than this for you. so wait, pray, and trying as we can. this can make you feel better to face every problem..
with Love
~chu..
Minggu, 25 September 2011
Congrats for the graduation . .
today is a graduation day in my college. the situation is very crowded but they very happy as well. even today is very hot day but they looks so fine i guess. heehe. and i just wanna say congratulation for my senior in my college who can passed their study very well. and always success for your life and always get blessed everyday. hehe..
and for me, i hope i can do the same too. i wish i can pass my study in my college early. and being proud for my family. and i can success too. Amin..
with LOVE
xoxo~
and for me, i hope i can do the same too. i wish i can pass my study in my college early. and being proud for my family. and i can success too. Amin..
with LOVE
xoxo~
Quote of the day
Sometimes, it's a good thing having so many fake people. It helps me to find out who my real friends.
Jumat, 23 September 2011
Urban Zakapa
urban zakapa is an indie band from south Korea. Seoul actually. they are nine person who play music and also sing well. they are indie band who play jazz instrument and melody with a little bit R&B. its really strange but it so harmonious. i really in love with their song. really. i can cry if i listen their song. its really touching my heart. sentimental. emotionally. its really soft song with touching lyrics. they songs are chessy and also easy listening.
I If you listen "Cafe Latte", you will want to replay more and more again. you can hypnotized by this song. and i can fell it. i can't stop to listen this song. i really can fall deeper in this song. hehe.. this song have beautiful melody and i really like it. even they sang it live. its really same. this song opened by Choi Jae Man, he has so sweetest voice. and continued with Kwon Soon Ill. and i getting deeper so far away and fly to soul with this song. but its not end, Park Young In with husky voice makes me obviously fell in love more with this song, plus Jo Hyun Ah's voice, the only one girl singer in this group sing with thoughtful voice. and complete this song with talented artist. and as i said you can hypnotized with this song. same with "Cafe Latte", the song with tittle "My Love". its breaking love song with combination voices. with touching lyrics can break your heart if you listen it a thousands times even in first time you hear. with four vocalists with wonderful talent makes Urban Zakapa so amazing. their vocalist so comfort with their instrument and combine really well with each other. and they so luxury group i think. their talents are extraordinary beside other musician indie band that's i know and very different with other group. and because of that i fell in love with Urban Zakapa. Many song can you hear and you can in love even its first time to listen, "Crush", "Sweety You", "Love is All Around" and many more songs can fell so comfy and so easy. and you will addicted with Urban Zakapa's song. and because of that too, i fell so in love with getting deeper with Urban Zakapa. more more deeper. in deepest of my heart. and i wish u can fell it too. as same as me..hehe
Love U~
Kamis, 22 September 2011
urban zakapa - my love
Baby my love, geu nare uri
apeun gi eok, geudae egen geureohke
barae jigo, barae jineun
tto dareun ibyeol ye heun jeogi getjyo
namgyeo jin uri, apeun sangcheo
nae sesangen neomu do
sojung hago, sojung haetdeon
dan hana ppunin geudae ye heunjeok
apeun gi eok, geudae egen geureohke
barae jigo, barae jineun
tto dareun ibyeol ye heun jeogi getjyo
namgyeo jin uri, apeun sangcheo
nae sesangen neomu do
sojung hago, sojung haetdeon
dan hana ppunin geudae ye heunjeok
da, ijeot da haetjyo
ani, ijeun cheok haryeo haet getjyo
oraen gi eok soge, geudael dama dugoseo
ani, ijeun cheok haryeo haet getjyo
oraen gi eok soge, geudael dama dugoseo
chama watdeon i shigan deul
deoneun geureoji mothae, noha boryeo haet jiman
chu eok iran mal soge ajik do nan, seoseong igo isseot jyo, oh
deoneun geureoji mothae, noha boryeo haet jiman
chu eok iran mal soge ajik do nan, seoseong igo isseot jyo, oh
Baby my love, geu nare uri
apeun gi eok, geudae egen geureohke
barae jigo, barae jineun
tto dareun ibyeol ye heun jeogi getjyo
namgyeo jin uri, apeun sangcheo
nae sesangen neomu do
sojung hago, sojung haetdeon
dan hana ppunin geudae ye heunjeok
apeun gi eok, geudae egen geureohke
barae jigo, barae jineun
tto dareun ibyeol ye heun jeogi getjyo
namgyeo jin uri, apeun sangcheo
nae sesangen neomu do
sojung hago, sojung haetdeon
dan hana ppunin geudae ye heunjeok
geureohke, geudae son nohji anhgo
nae maeum, geudae ege mal haet damyeon
Still need you to want you to stay by my side
uri hamkke yeosseul geol (Baby my love)
nae maeum, geudae ege mal haet damyeon
Still need you to want you to stay by my side
uri hamkke yeosseul geol (Baby my love)
geuri um, geu maeum soge
geudae neun meon gose boyeo do
dareun sarangeuro miwo haedo
gyeolguk geudae jyo
geudae neun meon gose boyeo do
dareun sarangeuro miwo haedo
gyeolguk geudae jyo
Baby my love, geu nare uri
apeun gi eok, geudae egen geureohke
barae jigo, barae jineun
tto dareun ibyeol ye heun jeogi getjyo
namgyeo jin uri, apeun sangcheo
nae sesangen neomu do
sojung hago, sojung haetdeon
dan hana ppunin geudae ye heunjeok
apeun gi eok, geudae egen geureohke
barae jigo, barae jineun
tto dareun ibyeol ye heun jeogi getjyo
namgyeo jin uri, apeun sangcheo
nae sesangen neomu do
sojung hago, sojung haetdeon
dan hana ppunin geudae ye heunjeok
Rabu, 21 September 2011
changes with girls in between
i wanna changes my blog's name. my last blog's name was Chocolate and Ice Cream. Now it is One Cup Of Coffee Latte. and i wanna changes with the new one. that's Girls in Between. haha. i don't know why i always changes my blog's name. i'm just bored with name. from the first name, Chocolate and Ice Cream, i take it because i really like Chocolate and Ice Cream. haha. really not funny. not interesting too. and so foody. and now i take the second name. One Cup Of Coffee Latte. actually, this name inspired by one favorite song. song by Urban Zakapa with the same name, Coffee Latte. so, i change it become that. and now i am start to bored with this name. so i will change it (again -_-"). Girls in Between. I choose it because i am still in transition. still learning from bad things. and still think that i am in in between. between girl and women. still have crisis in confidence. haha. still being childish and teenage with uncontrolled emotionally. and so selfish. and many other bad behavior again. so i think with the new one i hope this name will guide you to beautiful journey from the bad to a happy and great final destination. hehe. now i change it with the new. please welcome with the new one..hehe
~chu~
~chu~
Senin, 19 September 2011
Quote of the day
I act like your absence doesn't bother me at all, but it's killing me inside.
-GirlsDeals-
what's up thermodynamics??
i have home work for thermodynamics subject from my professor. to resume until five chapter. really. i don't have any idea to do it. but it's doesn't matter. i'am just hard work for finish this. hehe :)
for chapter 1, its about introduction. i'm stuck in this chapter. blank brain to translate. hehe, i can't move to next chapter. so. bored actually. hehe
Rabu, 14 September 2011
thermodynamics fact about dimensions and units
the first impressions of this subject is really difficult. i don't know how jerk my English to understand the basic book for this subject. the words is meant anythings. what the bad with my english. i just blind with the words of these book. really. i don't lie. ever. but i try with hard work. but for a little while. i know it. haha.:D
thermodynamic is all about heat and works and engines . even in process or in calculation. and we can find the result formula to find out what we get with one process engines system. even in open ore close system. basic for understanding this subject is about transformations dimensions and units. it happened in every physical and chemical process. yes. it works if we know well how transformation a dimensions and units.
i really suprise that, the second, symbol s, the SI units of time, is the durations of 9, 192, 631, 770 cycles of radiation associated with a specified transition of the cesium atom. its wonderful to know that. the most important for this subject is the brand new knowledge that we know in every lessons in thermodynamics subject. just like a boom. crushing mind to respect a little things that we leaving before. ok, that is the fact of thermodynamics about dimensions and units. i hope it give us more definition about how wonderful this worlds and more thankful for the creator, God.
with love
chu~
thermodynamic is all about heat and works and engines . even in process or in calculation. and we can find the result formula to find out what we get with one process engines system. even in open ore close system. basic for understanding this subject is about transformations dimensions and units. it happened in every physical and chemical process. yes. it works if we know well how transformation a dimensions and units.
i really suprise that, the second, symbol s, the SI units of time, is the durations of 9, 192, 631, 770 cycles of radiation associated with a specified transition of the cesium atom. its wonderful to know that. the most important for this subject is the brand new knowledge that we know in every lessons in thermodynamics subject. just like a boom. crushing mind to respect a little things that we leaving before. ok, that is the fact of thermodynamics about dimensions and units. i hope it give us more definition about how wonderful this worlds and more thankful for the creator, God.
with love
chu~
Minggu, 11 September 2011
welcome new semester. welcome hard day.
well, its really bizarre when i said that words. now i'm in 3rd's semester in my study. yeah. the hard day will come. the most hard in my study is about thermo. thermodynamic actually. my senior said its really thoughtful when you can pass this subject in 3rd semester. wow. scary right. but i still have confidence to face this subject. i can passed 3 year of high school, so its really weird if i can't passed this subject. no matter what. i must have excellent value to every subject in my syllabus on 3rd semester. so please, God, help me to pass this hard semester with happy ending in the final. i just have only you. so please. i beg you *bow *kneel *pray. Amin
Sabtu, 27 Agustus 2011
Son Tae Young in Black Shirt is AWESOME
i really admired with Son Tae Young's style. she really fabulous in everyway she look. i dont know but she really outstanding when she wear black outfit. really gorgeous. i absolutely wanna look just like her. black shirt and hot pants. just like a teen. its really obviously that she has one son. she already married. but her body. her style look like she 20's. she look so simple but its so something. she look so chic. she can proved black outfit is not just for "dead ceremony". but it can wear for every single day even in summer. amazing right... now, lets get some black outfit for my college's days. Son Tae Young : "You are inspired me" thanks :*
Bukber Regience One 22082011
place : Bayu Aji Mahendra House
thanks to Aji and family who welcome us for celebrate feasting dinner. and thanks to all my friend who can join the reunion. LOVE YA..
thanks to Aji and family who welcome us for celebrate feasting dinner. and thanks to all my friend who can join the reunion. LOVE YA..
Minggu, 21 Agustus 2011
Bukber geng AAGB 2011..
kemaren, tanggal 19 Agustus. kami akhirnya bisa bukber lagi. hihi. seneng banget deh. akhirnya bisa ngumpul2 lagi bareng sahabat yang udah lama banget gk ketemu. lucunya saat kita mw bukber di salah satu mall eh, malah gk dapet tempat makan. karena semuanya sudah in order. ampyun deh, yah, terpaksa kita makan di A&W. padahal kita gk mw makan disana. but please, daripada gk dapet duduk buat makan ya dah deh, we are in. just like others. pokoknya these day is the happiest day ever for me. LOVE U fren..
dan, kita semua pada menggila di mall. ngejreng ngambur mall.. pada hebring banget kayak orang baru bisa ngelyt mall aja. kaki gw pada lecet gk karuan. secara kita jalan gk nanggung2. gw sih emang orang yg cepet capek. fisik gw lumayan agk2 kurang fit. mungkin faktor kekenyangan.haha.
Crazy on Saturday's night..:DDDD
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